I want to live a life
Of no regrets no rights.
I wanna make a name,
With my immortal fights.
My mistakes have no count,
My sins have no rites,
Not even god can let me down,
Because I'm bound to survive.
My hopes are high,
My dreams are wild.
I live in the art of time,
I live in the vision of the blind.
My love is too pure,
Its simply one of a kind.
If you're worthy of me,
Just wait for the sign.
I have forgiven my enemies,
I have forgotten my bounds.
I've been to the bliss of heaven,
Yet I've got my feet on the ground.
You can break my heart,
But you can never let me down.
I live with the ghouls of my past,
I live with the hopes that I surround.
One day, I will be the man,
That no other can become.
I will be a loyal patron,
I will be the spirit of freedom.
I am a believer of truth,
I just wait for the lies to unturn.
My spirit is indestructible,
Someday, I shall be invincible
-AdiSin
Notebook Diaries
These songs are my life. They are who I am. From the back-pages of my note-books, to an online platform. These are MY songs, and this is my NOTEBOOK DIARY
Why The Name??
It all started when I began with song-writing. I was in the 8th grade I guess. I would try writing poems on the back of my note-book. I was afraid to show it to people though, 'coz I was afraid of their reactions. "Is it really good? What if they make fun of me?" . When I used to be depressed or when I was an unfortunate victim of the cupid, I would just write them on the back-pages. Maintaining a diary was a very difficult job for me 'coz they would always end-up being read in public. Eventually, I ended up writing my songs on these back-pages of my note-books. I may have written several songs ever since, which all ended up in the scrap-yard. Back then, I was afraid, but today, I have people who appreciate this 'late-discovered' talent of mine. These songs are my life. They describe me and this blog is very much similar to my note-books....but I dont need to hide'em anymore. These are my NOTEBOOK DIARIES!
Monday, April 29, 2013
Sunday, April 28, 2013
My Man
(The song revolves around a mistress who has it all but has nothin at all. The song is heavily inspired by lana del rey's manner of writing)
she sits by the shore,
Picking the pearls off her coat.
A little over twenty four,
But does your man know?
Red rubies in her champagne,
she smokes her fears all night
She owns the man in her hands
But then why does she cry?
Red light, star shine;
Her homes cloud nine.
Pills in her white wine,
Telling everybody she's fine.
Pre-chorus:
"summers gone forever,
I am his forever,
I have got the bills,
But loving him just kills.
Chorus:
"My man, loves to buy me clothes,
But doesn't like me with them on.
My man, loves to buy me stones,
But doesn't like to bring me home.
My man doesn't mean no harm,
So he hides me from the world
My man, pulls me in his arms,
I aint among his other girls?"
Verse II
Money can buy you clothes,
Liquor, leather always enough;
Yet Love gets all the right scores
Because its all you deserve.
Living life in profit loss,
Long forgotten are your vows;
Million dollar man, he's the boss,
But never is he rightfully yours.
weekends on the fortune yacht,
Before the sinking sun she cries;
Red stains behind the white leather watch,
But don't you just love to surprise?
Per-chorus
"summers gone forever,
I am his forever,
I have got the bills,
But loving him just kills.
Chorus:
"My man, loves to buy me clothes,
But doesn't like me with them on.
My man, loves to buy me stones,
But doesn't like to bring me home.
My man doesn't mean no harm,
So he hides me from the world
My man, pulls me in his arms,
I aint among his other girls?
she sits by the shore,
Picking the pearls off her coat.
A little over twenty four,
But does your man know?
Red rubies in her champagne,
she smokes her fears all night
She owns the man in her hands
But then why does she cry?
Red light, star shine;
Her homes cloud nine.
Pills in her white wine,
Telling everybody she's fine.
Pre-chorus:
"summers gone forever,
I am his forever,
I have got the bills,
But loving him just kills.
Chorus:
"My man, loves to buy me clothes,
But doesn't like me with them on.
My man, loves to buy me stones,
But doesn't like to bring me home.
My man doesn't mean no harm,
So he hides me from the world
My man, pulls me in his arms,
I aint among his other girls?"
Verse II
Money can buy you clothes,
Liquor, leather always enough;
Yet Love gets all the right scores
Because its all you deserve.
Living life in profit loss,
Long forgotten are your vows;
Million dollar man, he's the boss,
But never is he rightfully yours.
weekends on the fortune yacht,
Before the sinking sun she cries;
Red stains behind the white leather watch,
But don't you just love to surprise?
Per-chorus
"summers gone forever,
I am his forever,
I have got the bills,
But loving him just kills.
Chorus:
"My man, loves to buy me clothes,
But doesn't like me with them on.
My man, loves to buy me stones,
But doesn't like to bring me home.
My man doesn't mean no harm,
So he hides me from the world
My man, pulls me in his arms,
I aint among his other girls?
Labels:
Metro Hearts
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Let Go
(It's about a beautiful relationship but somehow you've reached the point where you realise you can't hold on to each other anymore. You realise that it's time you have to let go of this heaven and walk out of the relationship on bitter terms.)
I'd shown honest devotion,
But I was pulled down in the ocean.
I'd been loyal and patient,
But you were a heartless companion.
Did the rites to sacrifice,
And I paid every bit of the price.
Little did I care to know,
That's when I let myself go.
I took the step off the edge,
Dived into my loneliness.
Hoped to be a solitaire,
Hoped you wouldn't be there.
Chorus:
And I choose to let go
Hold it till the end of the road.
Cause I wanna let go
It'll be all over before you know.
This is how I let go,
So you won't hurt me anymore.
I just gotta let go,
So you can't hurt me tomorrow.
Verse II:
They'll soon be here for me,
The devils of my memories.
They'll hunt me down in peace,
Let me out and set me free.
Turn around as I say my words,
You've come on me as a curse,
With your own selfish perks,
But I have to end this of course.
Relive our last moments,
Before the showdown begins,
Because I won't be back again,
So save me before I walk away.
Bridge:
In the charms of the situation,
I was set to find heaven.
My thoughts in aggression,
But my mind feels undone
The shows in conclusion,
My hearts in assertion,
With a grand spectrum,
I walk out of this heaven.
I'd shown honest devotion,
But I was pulled down in the ocean.
I'd been loyal and patient,
But you were a heartless companion.
Did the rites to sacrifice,
And I paid every bit of the price.
Little did I care to know,
That's when I let myself go.
I took the step off the edge,
Dived into my loneliness.
Hoped to be a solitaire,
Hoped you wouldn't be there.
Chorus:
And I choose to let go
Hold it till the end of the road.
Cause I wanna let go
It'll be all over before you know.
This is how I let go,
So you won't hurt me anymore.
I just gotta let go,
So you can't hurt me tomorrow.
Verse II:
They'll soon be here for me,
The devils of my memories.
They'll hunt me down in peace,
Let me out and set me free.
Turn around as I say my words,
You've come on me as a curse,
With your own selfish perks,
But I have to end this of course.
Relive our last moments,
Before the showdown begins,
Because I won't be back again,
So save me before I walk away.
Bridge:
In the charms of the situation,
I was set to find heaven.
My thoughts in aggression,
But my mind feels undone
The shows in conclusion,
My hearts in assertion,
With a grand spectrum,
I walk out of this heaven.
Labels:
Metro Hearts
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Nothing Lasts Forever
We've come a long road along,
But it seems like its the end.
You've been loyal and kept me strong,
But now I look at you, I condemn.
My heart breaks as I think of the
End that has come to us.
Don't you forget to remember me,
Save your last words.
Pre-chorus:
We've been strong,
We've come along,
And now that we've come to this.
I can't stay around,
Luck has let me down,
Say goodbye and end this bliss.
Chorus:
Nothing lasts forever
And we are not what we had thought.
I wish I was stronger
To let this end be easy on me.
Nothing lasts forever
Forever is just another lie.
I wish I was stronger,
To hold myself through this tide.
Verse II:
Was it too late for me to realize,
That you were never there besides.
We have come to terms with this end,
Its time for our last words, oh friend.
Would you care to turn around,
And hear this heart's morbid sound;
Would you care to know,
That I never chose to let you go.
Pre-chorus:
We've been strong,
We've come along,
And now that we've come to this.
I can't stay around,
Luck has let me down,
Say goodbye and end this bliss.
Nothing lasts forever
And we are not what we had thought.
I wish I was stronger
To let this end be easy on me.
Nothing lasts forever
Forever is just another lie.
I wish I was stronger,
To hold myself through this tide.
-AdiSin
But it seems like its the end.
You've been loyal and kept me strong,
But now I look at you, I condemn.
My heart breaks as I think of the
End that has come to us.
Don't you forget to remember me,
Save your last words.
Pre-chorus:
We've been strong,
We've come along,
And now that we've come to this.
I can't stay around,
Luck has let me down,
Say goodbye and end this bliss.
Chorus:
Nothing lasts forever
And we are not what we had thought.
I wish I was stronger
To let this end be easy on me.
Nothing lasts forever
Forever is just another lie.
I wish I was stronger,
To hold myself through this tide.
Verse II:
Was it too late for me to realize,
That you were never there besides.
We have come to terms with this end,
Its time for our last words, oh friend.
Would you care to turn around,
And hear this heart's morbid sound;
Would you care to know,
That I never chose to let you go.
Pre-chorus:
We've been strong,
We've come along,
And now that we've come to this.
I can't stay around,
Luck has let me down,
Say goodbye and end this bliss.
Nothing lasts forever
And we are not what we had thought.
I wish I was stronger
To let this end be easy on me.
Nothing lasts forever
Forever is just another lie.
I wish I was stronger,
To hold myself through this tide.
-AdiSin
Labels:
Metro Hearts
Friday, April 12, 2013
Love Somebody
I'm done walking this solo path.
I don't care whether I come back.
Doesn't matter if my love lasts,
Kept me waiting long enough, it has.
I've heard the tales of hearts,
And the curse their love casts.
But I'm ready for whatever it costs,
I've got nothing to claim my loss.
Chorus:
Gotta love somebody,
Move up to the higher grounds.
Surrender my all,
Its completely fine with me now.
Gotta love somebody,
Discover the world above,
Surrender my all,
Test the limits I allow.
Verse II
I've let down all my guards,
I'm ready to give away my heart.
As long as its free to love,
I am ready to take what it deserves.
People say its a curse in there,
But who am I to ever care,
As long as my feet are on the ground,
I am ready to take what love brings along.
Chorus:
Gotta love somebody,
Move up to the higher grounds.
Surrender my all,
Its completely fine with me now.
Gotta love somebody,
Discover the world above,
Surrender my all,
Test the limits I allow.
Bridge:
Gotta love somebody,
And let myself move with the flow.
Gotta love somebody,
Lean back and gasp as it goes.
Gotta love somebody,
Take care coz my heart is fragile,
Gotta love somebody,
And surrender my all with a smile.
-AdiSin
I don't care whether I come back.
Doesn't matter if my love lasts,
Kept me waiting long enough, it has.
I've heard the tales of hearts,
And the curse their love casts.
But I'm ready for whatever it costs,
I've got nothing to claim my loss.
Chorus:
Gotta love somebody,
Move up to the higher grounds.
Surrender my all,
Its completely fine with me now.
Gotta love somebody,
Discover the world above,
Surrender my all,
Test the limits I allow.
Verse II
I've let down all my guards,
I'm ready to give away my heart.
As long as its free to love,
I am ready to take what it deserves.
People say its a curse in there,
But who am I to ever care,
As long as my feet are on the ground,
I am ready to take what love brings along.
Chorus:
Gotta love somebody,
Move up to the higher grounds.
Surrender my all,
Its completely fine with me now.
Gotta love somebody,
Discover the world above,
Surrender my all,
Test the limits I allow.
Bridge:
Gotta love somebody,
And let myself move with the flow.
Gotta love somebody,
Lean back and gasp as it goes.
Gotta love somebody,
Take care coz my heart is fragile,
Gotta love somebody,
And surrender my all with a smile.
-AdiSin
Labels:
Metro Hearts
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Hurt me tomorrow
Verse I:
Its been a while since I've been around,
Been a while but I've found my ground
And its just time before I'll be home again.
Its been a long time that you've heard of me,
Been a long time, but I'm finally where I should be,
And its my time because I'm back in the game.
Pre-chorus:
I was deviated from the norms,
I thought I was right when I was wrong,
But tonight I can prove with all my strength,
That I can be the warrior and contend.
Chorus
So baby stick around,
Coz you can't let me down;
There's no more cry to follow
I might not be weak tomorrow
Raise that glass oh honey,
Play a little dare for me,
Coz I might not be that solo,
so you can't hurt me tomorrow
Verse II:
I leaned on to my metro heart,
Its a passionate romance on my part,
Lean back because I won't be this weak again.
Wanted to taste the world beyond,
But heaven tricked me, I was conned.
Raise that glass and let me hear you preach my name.
Pre-chorus:
I am not among the fallen ones,
I play my art of winning by my chance,
But tonight I can prove with all my strength,
That I can be the warrior and contend.
Chorus
So baby stick around,
Coz you can't let me down;
There's no more cry to follow
I might not be weak tomorrow
Raise that glass oh honey,
Play a little dare for me,
Coz I might not be that solo,
so you can't hurt me tomorrow
Bridge
And I'll set fire to those memories,
My past wont ever bother me;
I'll rise from the ashes of these
Ruins and set my soul free.
Lift myself through the clouds,
Take a step beyond my grounds;
Won't be a face in the crowd
Create a world limitless, unbound.
-AdiSin
Labels:
Metro Hearts
Monday, April 8, 2013
Let it Out
The song is about letting out. Letting all those suffered moments and silenced cries and finally being able to face them boldly as you walk out of your darkness and pray for the light at the end of the tunnel
Memories flood back upon,
A mind that the past haunts.
Its dark in there
No day till the end.
But I hope and pray
For the happiest moment.
Lights turn out,
All worries back around.
There seems no way
Surrounded by ghouls undead.
But I hope and pray
For the happiest moment.
Let it out (x5)
Let it shine out of you
Let it break apart
The walls where you've built your tomb,
With your loudest shout,
Just let it all come out.
Back among these walls
I see no way to the light across.
Darkness gets my best
Afraid if its the end.
But I hope and pray
For the happiest moment.
I was lost and afraid,
Of the road that lay ahead.
But I won't die today
That's a promise meant.
And I hope and pray
For the happiest moment.
Bridge:
The answers lied with me,
But I was too scared of the
Undermined questions I flee
And now it outshines me
-AdiSin
Memories flood back upon,
A mind that the past haunts.
Its dark in there
No day till the end.
But I hope and pray
For the happiest moment.
Lights turn out,
All worries back around.
There seems no way
Surrounded by ghouls undead.
But I hope and pray
For the happiest moment.
Let it out (x5)
Let it shine out of you
Let it break apart
The walls where you've built your tomb,
With your loudest shout,
Just let it all come out.
Back among these walls
I see no way to the light across.
Darkness gets my best
Afraid if its the end.
But I hope and pray
For the happiest moment.
I was lost and afraid,
Of the road that lay ahead.
But I won't die today
That's a promise meant.
And I hope and pray
For the happiest moment.
Bridge:
The answers lied with me,
But I was too scared of the
Undermined questions I flee
And now it outshines me
-AdiSin
Labels:
Metro Hearts
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